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Wendla Bergmann is the female lead of the Spring Awakening play and musical, and the tritagonist overall. She dies in both from a botched abortion.


Wendla Bergmann (May 5, 1878 - October 27, 1892) is a 14 year old girl living with her mother in Germany. Her father is not mentioned. Wendla is naive about adult relationships but very charitable and kind. Wendla is close friends with Martha Bessell, Anna and Thea. She has an older sister (Ina Muller) who is married with two children, she is the daughter of Frau Bergmann, and childhood friends with Moritz Stiefel, Melchior Gabor and Ilse Neumann. Wendla is the female lead of the play and the musical and dies in both. Lea Michele played Wendla in the Original Broadway Cast. In the 2015 revival, she was portrayed by deaf actress Sandra Mae Frank and hearing vocalist Katie Boeck and in 2021, was played by former Les Misérables actress, Amara Okereke in the London revival at the Almeida Theatre.


Act 1[]

The play opens with Wendla, who has just turned fourteen. Desperate to understand sex she asks her mother multiple times before her mother turns her away, telling her to ask her when she's older

Next, we see Wendla with her friends discussing Martha's home life, she tries to comfort Martha, but does not truly understand her pain. To help herself understand she asks Melchior (who finds her daydreaming as he is walking through the forest) to beat her with a stick. First, he is reluctant but soon loses his temper and lashes her hard, many times, before running off.

In the musical, there is an additional scene before this when Wendla meets Melchior in the forest and the two discuss church and some socialistic ideas about Industry. There is a clear attraction between them though they are both awkward and uncomfortable. Melchior repeatedly advances upon her, trying to hold her hand and make her stay with him longer, and although she is unsure and clearly reluctant, she relents.

Wendla is unaware of how sex works, but no longer believes in the stork, as her mother wants her to. This is shown straight away in the musical, however, takes a little longer for the play to express this.

Hayloft Scene[]

In the musical Melchior advances on Wendla after she comes to comfort him, feeling as though he can not be blamed for her own masochistic desire and his sadistic expression. Wendla, who is interested in Melchior, is scared and unready for sex, causing her to panic as she does not understand what is happening. She eventually relents (particularly upon him mentioning love and her earlier words about wanting to "feel something"), and the two have sex.  

In the play, Wendla had a crush on Melchior but does not appreciate his advances on her in the hayloft; her protests, however, only spur Melchior on, as he assures her that love does not exist and his raping of her is perfectly fine and acceptable.

The scene leads to Wendla getting pregnant with his child, in both the play and the Musical

Act Two[]

Wendla's mother finds a letter addressed to her from Melchior, she discovers her daughter sexual intercourse, and tries to fine Judge Gabor (Melchior's Father) as well as enlighten him on the situation. Frau Bergmann scolds Wendla for acting in such a manner. Wendla defends herself in saying it is her mother's fault for not telling her everything.

The scene of Whispering is used as a counterpoint for the exposition of Melchior's parent's decision to send him to a reformatory school. Steven Sater and Duncan Sheik barely altered the song from the demo to the final, aside from these lyrics:


Had a sweetheart on his knees

So faithful and adoring
  And he touched me
  So he lets him have her

Another summer story


Had a sweetheart on his knees

So faithful and adoring
  And he touched me
  And I let him love me  

So let that be my story


This change gives her ownership over both her journey and her sexuality. Sater commenting on this in his preface

"From the top of Act Two, we wanted to see Wendla con­fusedly awakening to her own womanhood, owning her love­ making, claiming her part of the pleasure. Where Wedekind gives her an Ophelia-like morning after, our young heroine celebrates in song the sweet unknown world she's just dis­covered."

Wendla's journey ends with her being given a botched abortion by Mother Schmidt, at the cost to her life. Although that his her last appearance in the play, she appears once more in the musical. Wendla appears as a spirit to support Melchior, and guide him to choose life and love over his previous highly rationalist approach to the world.


Wendla is sweet and very innocent, but she has a streak of defiance and some dark undertones to her personality. She's fascinated with death, specifically her own, and her desire to experience real, intense emotions and sensations sometimes drive her to take drastic measures. Most importantly, she's a teenager discovering herself and coming into her own for the first time. Though she cannot articulate it (seen in the opening number Mama Who Bore Me), she is very repressed by her situation and resents it. She wants freedom and independence and equality with men. That being said, other readings of the script show a willful innocence to Wendla in order to prolong her childhood and this is not necessarily inaccurate either.

She is attracted to Melchior, both romantically and sexually, and him to her. There is a kinship between them in both the play and the musical as they understand each other well intellectually and can have the deep debates that Melchior clearly yearns for.  In the oppressive regime of their heavily censored society, bounded by a strong Christian dogma, the relationship between Melchior and Wendla was doomed from the start. A major point to Wedekind's play is not that Wendla and Melchior are incompatible but that the society turns their relationship into the fatal rape it becomes.

She is very different from her friends and finds herself thinking more mature thoughts. She is empathetic towards Martha but also wants to experience what she is going through in a twisted sadomasochistic way. She is a bundle of contradictions who is seen as simply titled as a "sweet girl" by everyone around her, a fatal flaw of her society.

Fun Facts[]

  • She was played by Haven Burton is the original 1999 Workshop, making Burton the first ever Musical Wendla.
  • She challenges Melchior's beliefs a lot more in the play but still a little in the musical and that is what initially draws them together.
  • Deaf in the Deaf West production of Spring Awakening.
  • She donates money and clothes to those less fortunate, in the play with her mother's prompting, and in the musical as a part of her youth group.
  • Her sadomasochistic tendencies are exhibited in the scene before "The Dark I Know Well," the beating scene, and in the hayloft scene when she communicates that she wanted the beating and in a way enjoyed it.
    • This reflects the original playwright's (Franz Wedekind) BDSM fetish.
  • On her tombstone, it said she died of anemia rather than died of a botched abortion.
  • In the play, she dies not of a botched abortion but of an overdose on an abortive substance she drank.
  • In the play her tombstone says "blessed are the pure of heart" meant to highlight the provincial obsession with purity and the falseness of their society as Wendla's "sin" was what inevitably killed her.
  • Bergmann is a Jewish surname.
  • She is much darker, yet still incredibly naive in the play.
  • She asks her mother to let her walk around without underwear in the play.
  • In the play, she says she is incredibly proud to be a girl and would kill herself if she was anything else, but says she wishes only to have boys as she thinks to be a girl loved by a boy is the greatest thing in the world.
  • Her first and last words of the musical are her shouting "Mama."
  • The true nature of her consent in her sex with Melchior is an oft-debated point, despite her lack of knowledge on sex, how she tells him to stop and he convinces her that it's "okay" and that she only doesn't want it because the adults have told her it's wrong. Many concede that she was coerced into having sex but will deny that it was rape, despite the fact that sexual coercion is under the dubious consent umbrella and thus because it's not 100%, consent, it is rape.
    • In the play, it's undeniably rape and Melchior even admits to such. 
    • A recording of "I Believe" from a 2001 workshop at the Roundabout Theatre, featuring Lea Michelle and Gavin Creel, has a piercing scream from Wendla at the end of the song. The scream is toned down/virtually removed and the meaning altogether changed by 2006 in the Off-Broadway Debut. One could insinuate in 2001 the show represented the Hayloft Scene as rape but decided to change the interpretation somewhere between 2001-2006.